“Sunshine: A Novel” by Norma Klein

A young mother struggles with her impending death

Sunshine book coverSunshine” by Norma Klein was published in 1974. It was loosely based on the true story of a young woman who died of cancer. During the last 18 months of her life, she made a series of audio tape recordings so that her baby daughter would have some idea of what her mother was like.

The novel is told in first person from the point of view of Kate Hayden. At 18 years of age, Kate notices pain and swelling in her right knee. The only doctor she can afford is at a free clinic. He brushes off her concerns. One day, Kate’s leg gives way and she falls, dropping her baby, Jill. Kate’s boyfriend, Sam, borrows money from his parents so Kate can have a proper medical workup. The diagnosis is devastating: a rare form of cancer called osteogenic sarcoma. The cancer starts in the bone and often spreads to the lung.

The doctors recommend amputation, but Kate refuses. Instead, she goes through radiation and chemotherapy to try to control the tumor. Unfortunately, the chemotherapy has severe side effects. Kate decides to stop taking it, even though she knows it will hasten her death.

“Sunshine” is a realistic portrait of the thin line between life and death. In the following poem, Kate describes her rage at dying so young.

“Nighttime is overtaking me

As daylight falls behind

My life is slowly losing

The sparkle and the shine.

A life filled with promises

And empty bottles of wine

This loneliness is beginning to

Encloak me.

I’ve lost all sense of time.

Self-pity overwhelms me.

I’ve begun to lose my mind.

While death is overtaking me

And daylight falls behind.”

facing death with serenity

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In other places in the novel, Kate writes about early death having a bizarre beauty.

Kate is simultaneously wise and foolish, caring and selfish, ecstatic and depressed. Her mood swings like a pendulum which causes trouble between her and her boyfriend. Sometimes she clings to Sam and can’t bear the thought of being alone. At other times, she wants nothing to do with him and tells him to go away and leave her alone. When he leaves, she is angry at him for going. Sam also has a hard time dealing with Kate’s decision to stop the chemotherapy. He feels that she is being selfish putting her quality of life ahead of him and Jill.

If you or a loved one is dealing with a life-limiting illness, you may find reading “Sunshine,” helpful. Unlike some books that portray the dying as serene and angel-like, Kate is honest about her faults as well as her strengths. Facing the end of life is never easy, but perhaps Kate’s journey will make your own experiences of grief seem a little more bearable.

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5 Responses to “Sunshine: A Novel” by Norma Klein

  1. avatar Melody Nees says:

    I read this when I was in my early teens and remembered that poem to this day. I’m now 58.
    I want to reread this book.
    A great read!!

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    • avatar Kathleen Clohessy (Blog Writer, SevenPonds) says:

      Thanks, Melody. We at SevenPonds love covering new releases, but sometimes we come across a book that was written many years ago that’s as fresh and meaningful now as it was then. This is certainly one of them! We’re glad you enjoyed it too.

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  2. avatar Tekla Verduzco says:

    Hi I read this when I was a teenager too ! This is my favorite book !!! ❤️ I always tell that to everyone that ask me what’s your favorite book and I tell them “ Sunshine “ 😊

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  3. avatar Julie Carriker says:

    I too read, and reread, this book as a teen! It has stayed with me ever since! I just found a copy on ebay and ordered it, plus I got the movie for my birthday yesterday! Excited!!!

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